It really sucks (really, really, really, really sucks) that I only ever have 1 friend at a time. Tony's medication needs to be adjusted & it SUCKS being around him (in general, not all the time), and I have nobody but me to fill in a gap; there has been someone here for me when I didn't need it nearly every night for weeks. Now I do need it & my phone is off & I have no contact with the outside world & home life blows. Speaking of which, I need to get up & do chores before he gets home & life is made so much easier. GAH!